All this time I was wasting Hoping you would come around I've been giving out chances every time And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long Baby but I figured you out And you're thinking we'll be fine again But not this time around
You don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorry But I don't believe you baby Like I did before You're not sorry, no, no, no, no
Looking so innocent I might believe you if I didn't know Could've loved you all my life If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets And I'm tired of being last to know And now you're asking me to listen Cause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry But I don't believe you baby Like I did before You're not sorry, no, no, oh You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You had me falling for you honey And it never would've gone away, no You used to shine so bright But I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymore I won't pick up the phone This is the last straw There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry But I don't believe you baby Like I did before You're not sorry, no, no, oh You're not sorry, no, no, oh No, oh, no, oh, no oh Whoa, no, no
Tell Me Why ~ Taylor Swift
I took a chance, I took a shot And you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not You took a swing, I took it hard And down here from the ground I see who you are
I'm sick and tired of your attitude I'm feeling like I don't know you You tell me that you love me then you cut me down And I need you like a heartbeat But you know you got a mean streak Makes me run for cover when you're around And here's to you and your temper Yes, I remember what you said last night And I know that you see what you're doing to me Tell me why..
You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day Well I get so confused and frustrated Forget what i'm trying to say, oh
I'm sick and tired of your reasons I got no one to believe in You tell me that you want me, then push me around And I need you like a heartbeat But you know you got a mean streak Makes me run for cover when you're around Here's to you and your temper Yes, I remember what you said last night And I know that you see what you're doing to me Tell me why..
Why..do you have to make me feel small So you can feel whole inside Why..do you have to put down my dreams So you're the only thing on my mind
I'm sick and tired of your attitude I'm feeling like I don't know you You tell me that you want me then cut me down I'm sick and tired of your reasons I've got no one to believe in You ask me for my love then you push me around Here's to you and your temper Yes, I remember what you said last night And I know that you see what you're doing to me Tell me why Why, tell me why
I take a step back, let you go I told you i'm not bulletproof Now you know
I'm sorry Jared. I read everything you've said and I believe you.. But I don't know how long this will last. You've said all of these things to me before and I believed you... After about a month of things going well everything went downhill. I know things will get better... For now.. But even you told me you didn't know if you wanted me and you didn't know if you could change how you acted. You told me that relationships weren't worth fixing and that if it got that bad we should just break up.. So I had to try to fix the relationship by myself because you said "well, you're the one that has the problem , not me. So you fix it." I tried and I tried and I found that even if I became the "perfect girl" for you it didn't matter... I still felt invisible... I felt worthless... Like dirt... I used to pride myself in one thing above all else and that was that I used to love my significant other more than anyone else I knew. Jaren and Robert loved that about me. I made them feel wanted... Loved... Like they were the only people who existed in my world... And you deprived me of what I considered my best talent... I didn't know what to do.. I always thought unconditional love was a good thing... I never thought I'd run into someone who would tell me "you love me too much" or "you care about me too much." You also told me that you didn't want to act like we're 60 and that you didnt want to hold my hand in public and other stuff like that. And you would say things like, "we aren't married, I think I should be able to do what I want to do..." And that's fine.. But if we're so different in our views don't you think this is better? I'm not saying that there is absolutely no way that we won't get back together in the future but I think we both have a lot of things to consider.... I'm sorry Jared... I need this.. And you might think it's selfish of me... But after months of being tortured, I think I deserve this...
you can tell you're bored when you run out of things to do on facebook and myspace and you have to resort to typing on xanga.. -_- that's what happens when your ride doesn't show up... -_- Luckily Chris picked me up and took me to school so I can go to biology but i didnt want to go to my other class late so I decided to skip it. AND!!! Today is pirate day... So i'm sitting in the library with my ridiculous looking pirate costume that doesn't even look like a pirate costume and I'm typing on xanga.. >.< (good thing chris gave me an inflatable sword and a bandana or i would look like a waitress >.<)
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